[BLOG] To seek my happiness

* Here is another posting starts with [BLOG]. It is also the English version of my Korean blog. If you are interested in original posting, please look here.

There are several changes in my web-life. First of all, I made up my mind to write English posting such as this. To accustom myself to write English in blogger.com, I started my English posting as translation of my Korean posting. Sadly, I don't have much time for blogging, even if I can write Korean. Therefore, the English posting will be uploaded seldom.
And I changed my RSS reader to the plug-in in my blog. (If you know wonderful feed, please let me know.) And I blocked the response in an blog of mine, to collect the response in one blog. I'll allow the comments here for Non-Korean readers.

I already said that "I'm sad that I can't enjoy the game because of big earthquake in Japan." The interruption continues more than 10 days, I don't know when the service will be resume.

During the suspension, I play the game in Korean server.

I start to enjoy playing Korean.

But... It's not enough! I am pressed in daily life, especially in last week. It is related to my laboratory life. I can't say much about that, because I'd not write about my lab. in open space, I can say that IT'S HARD TIME TO ENDURE. Unfortunately, I can't play the game that I have played for long time, in recent days.


I start to find my own happiness. I tried to enjoy in Korean server (same game), but it can't be a good answer. The reason I've played Japanese server although I'm Korean, is I don't like play style of ordinary Korean online game users. I seek another game for enjoy. But I can't find proper one. The title of original posting means 'where is my fantasy!'. I tried to be familiar to fantasy game similar to WOW. (Actually, I can't say the meaning of my 'fantasy'. It is quite un-clear concept.) But there is no answer what I seek.

I also try to watch Japanese animations - I call these as 'anime', or 'ani'. I like those to forget the pain from my real life, and I think it is also fantasy life. I re-start to watch ani in January. Unfortunately, I was too busy to watch ani in February and there was a big maintenance in the web site I used, in early March. I can't watch for several weeks, I lose my pattern. - I gave up to follow the progresses of every animations.


I have no idea how to relax... I waste so much time already. When I started the social game, I thought to meet some event makes me happy. After one year, I conclude that the facebook games can't make me happy. But there is no substitute one for facebook.